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I never thought I would live enough to have to choose a career path, let alone moving out to another state to be closer to my university.

I knew I would have to do it for a few months now and of course I've been getting my head around it since, but right now I'm having my last week of classes (like, my teachers are already saying "Goodbye it was nice to meet you all" and everything) and so I officially forever start university, start getting complicated homework and attending a classroom in MY UNI

So first time not only going live (mostly) alone, but also studying for real in AGES. I know people like, feels fairly normal about people droping at this stage and it's more expected to fail at least once but I have not the guts to do it just like that